isto!
"start the year with an empty jar and fill it with notes about good things that happen. On New Year's Eve, empty it and see what awesome stuff happened that year."
I, Ms. Dandelion
Me, I'm a dandelion, everywhere at once.
Unearth me in lawns, in hollow sidewalk cracks.
Underappreciated, just give me a moment;
the smallest of moments, and you'll see what I can do.
Hold me tight, my dear, for I'll be gone by dawn.
I'm held here by heartstrings, but for whom do I stay?
I'm held there by heartstrings, but for whom do I stay?
There's no world for me here,
no world for me there -
There's not a world for me, anywhere.
* * *
You'll break through the cosmos to try to find me,
the remains of a girl, a dandelion girl.
You'll beg and you'll plead, but all that you'll get
is a handful of hair,
a handful of air.
Look to the sky, white-faced and burnt,
Unearth me in lawns, in hollow sidewalk cracks.
Underappreciated, just give me a moment;
the smallest of moments, and you'll see what I can do.
Hold me tight, my dear, for I'll be gone by dawn.
I'm held here by heartstrings, but for whom do I stay?
I'm held there by heartstrings, but for whom do I stay?
There's no world for me here,
no world for me there -
There's not a world for me, anywhere.
* * *
You'll break through the cosmos to try to find me,
the remains of a girl, a dandelion girl.
You'll beg and you'll plead, but all that you'll get
is a handful of hair,
a handful of air.
Look to the sky, white-faced and burnt,
for remains of a girl, a dandelion girl,
of a could-be, a would-be, a leftover should-be,
an unanswered wish, a freckle of hope
a flesh of ebony
and raspberry lips,
and I, Ms. Dandelion, waving goodbye.
encontrado aqui.
Natal
é o primeiro natal, desde que percebi (à força, mas enfim) quão pouco sentido faziam as minhas crenças religiosas, em que me sinto efectivamente em paz com isso. por isso, tinha tudo para ser um natal feliz.
mas não sei. a minha actual montanha russa de emoções: "é natal e amanhã a bebé vai andar tão feliz e a família toda vai cá estar e weee!"» "meu deus tenho tanta coisa para estudar vou foder este semestre" » "meu deus a minha vida está uma confusão" » "não podias preocupar-te só um bocadinho?" » "cala-te S., é natal, let it go" » "ok!" » "discussões idiotas com os pais porque enfim eles são eles" » "a minha vida está uma confusão" » "well deal with it" » ... e sempre assim.
por favor, amargura, vai-te embora em breve...
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